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"That's Why I Was Leaning on Unhappiness" (だから僕は不幸に縋っていました, Dakara Boku wa Fukō ni Sugatte Imashita?) is the main theme for Star Ocean: Anamnesis and used for its opening movie. It is a song by the band Kami-sama, Boku wa Kidzuite Shimatta, and was composed and written by Heito Higashino.

The version heard in the opening is called "That's Why I Was Leaning on Unhappiness (Game Size)". The full version was released in a mini-album of the same name as the band, Kami-sama, I have noticed, on July 26, 2017.[1]

Lyrics[]

Original/rōmaji

分からない事が分からなくて
心臓を打って泣いて
尚更に自分が分からない
ポンコツの落第者
振り返るための過去が無けりゃ
冴えない未来さえ無いや
だから僕は不幸に縋っていました
Wakaranai koto ga wakaranakute
Shinzou o utte naite
Nao sarani jibun ga wakaranai
PONKOTSU no rakudaisha
Furikaeru tame no kako ga nakerya
Saenai mirai sae nai ya
Dakara boku wa fukou ni sugatte imashita
恨まないでおくれ 青春なんてすぐポイだ
燃やされる前に どうかこの最期を
君に見届けてほしい
Uramanaide okure
Seishun nante sugu POI da
Moyasa reru mae ni
Douka kono saigo o
Kimi ni mitodokete hoshii
犯人は一体どうしてこんなになった傷を放っ
ていたんだ
憐憫を仰いでいる以外能無い機械
人生は救えないようなストーリーばっ
か描いていたいようだ
さらば、道徳 ヒヨってしまえば堕ちる
だから僕は不幸に縋っていました
Hannin wa ittai doushite konna ni
natta kizu o hanatte ita nda
Renbin o aoide iru igai nou nai kikai
Jinsei wa sukue nai youna SUTOORII bakka
egaite itai youda
Saraba, doutoku HIYO tte shimaeba ochiru
Dakara boku wa fukou ni sugatte imashita
もはや音楽に期待はしちゃいない
何も変わりはしなかった
誰も変われやしなかった
インチキ同然のガラクタなんだ
Mohaya ongaku ni kitai wa shicha inai
Nanimo kawari wa shinakatta
Daremo kawareyashinakatta
INCHIKI douzen no GARAKUTA nanda
一つ二つの矛盾を孕みながら
掛け違えたボタンのままで
孤独というシワだらけのシャツを着飾る
あの日の僕はそうして
強がっていたんだきっと
今でも 隣人を蹴落として
Hitotsu futatsu no mujun o haraminagara
Kake chigaeta BOTAN no mama de
Kodoku to iu SHIWA-darake no SHATSU o
kikazaru
Ano hi no boku wa soushite
Tsuyo gatte itanda kitto
Imademo rinjin o keotoshite
犯人は一体どうしていつまでそうして傷を抉っ
ているんだ
敗北を美徳のように歌うミュージシャン
人生は救えないようなストーリーばっか描いて
いたいようだ
さらば、道徳 ヒヨってしまえば堕ちる
Hannin wa ittai doushite itsu made soushite
kizu o egutte irunda
Haiboku o bitoku no you ni utau MYUUJISHAN
Jinsei wa sukue nai youna SUTOORII
bakka egaite itai youda
Saraba, doutoku HIYO tte shimaeba ochiru
なあどうだい東京 僕を 消し去ってくれやしないか
向上心だって腐っているんだ
人間になってしまった甘え自体が間違いだったんだ
神様にも見放されました
だから僕は不幸に縋っていました
Naa doudai Tokyo boku o keshi satte
kureyashinai ka
Koujoushin datte kusatte iru nda
Ningen ni natte shimatta amae jitai ga
machigaidatta nda
Kamisama nimo mihanasa remashita
Dakara boku wa fukou ni sugatte imashita
なあどうだい青春 僕を 僕を恨んでいますか
僕は 犯人じゃない
Naa doudai seishun boku o boku o urande
imasu ka
Boku wa hannin janai

Translation

I don't know what I don't know
I wail as my heart is beaten
What's more is, I don't even know myself
I'm a failed piece of junk
If there is no past to look back on
it's unclear, the future is unclear
That's why I was leaning on unhappiness
Please don't hold a grudge
We're so quick to abandon youth
Before you let it burn, please, I want you
to make sure of these last moments
How the hell did I become the criminal,
beating at my wounds,
a brainless machine that asks for mercy?
I wanted to depict a story of a life
that cannot be saved
Farewell, morality
I fail when there's an opportunity
That's why I was leaning on unhappiness
I don't expect any music anymore
Nothing changed
And no one changed
Deception is a natural garbage
While filled with one, two contradictions
I'm dressed in a shirt full of wrinkles
called loneliness,
ignoring the mismatched buttons
Back then, I'm sure I acted tough
Even now, I kick my neighbors
How the hell and for how long was I criminal,
gouging my wounds,
a musician singing about defeat like it's
a virtue?
I wanted to depict a story of a life
that cannot be saved
Farewell, morality
I fail when there's an opportunity
Hey, how about it, Tokyo?
Aren't you going to erase me?
Even my ambition is rotting away
To become human is a mistake,
it was a mistake
Even God has abandoned me
That's why I was leaning on unhappiness
Hey, how about it, youth?
Do you hate me, hate me?
I'm not a criminal

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